a.face.built.for.awesome

benisadrunk @ 2006-03-22T15:39:00

2006-03-22T22:40:13Z

http://www.murdzplace.com/CNN.htm

http://www.murdzplace.com/CNN.htm

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http://www.murdzplace.com/CNN.htm

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benisadrunk @ 2006-03-09T16:25:00

2006-03-09T23:26:33Z

Ahem.

I love KELSEY

Carry on.

benisadrunk @ 2006-01-21T16:01:00

2006-01-21T23:03:03Z

I just did my first piercing. I hit both marks, i snapped the bead in fine, everything went perfect.
I present to you, jesses new lip ring.

benisadrunk @ 2006-01-16T21:51:00

2006-01-17T04:52:09Z

my penises name is math
because kelsey sucks at it

benisadrunk @ 2006-01-01T19:55:00

2006-01-02T03:37:55Z

few weeks ago on acid at kellys house, why do i always end up coloring when im tripping?

last night

yeah, fuckin new year

benisadrunk @ 2005-12-09T11:00:00

2005-12-09T18:00:46Z

Today marks the first day of my brand new apprenticeship. Look out world, im gonna stick a needle in your face!

benisadrunk @ 2005-11-16T12:39:00

2005-11-16T19:40:06Z

So i lost all of my information for everyone last night in a fit of blind rage that culminated in the throwing of my phone accross my bedroom.

So, if i ever had any contact information(phone number, e-mail, address) for you, i no longer have it and you should send it to me

ben.drucker@gmail.com

benisadrunk @ 2005-11-01T22:21:00

2005-11-02T05:31:06Z

Yeah, crappy day.
and then im straining my spahgetti and the lid falls off and my entire dinner falls into the sink.

on the plus side, im going to watch dr strangelove. its an old classic peter sellars/stanley kubrick movie and its fucking brilliant. yes.

benisadrunk @ 2005-10-08T15:45:00

2005-10-08T19:47:33Z

Read:
http://www.theglobeandmail.com/servlet/ArticleNews/TPStory/LAC/20051007/SUICIDE07/TPNational/?query=suicide

Donate:
http://www.justgive.org/giving/donate.jsp?charityId=13460&%20

I really cant say anything else.

benisadrunk @ 2004-12-25T09:50:00

2004-12-25T14:51:04Z

Marry Christmas, everyone.

The End.

benisadrunk @ 2004-11-07T13:37:00

2004-11-07T18:40:35Z

Yeah. So im done with this journal. I guess its a page in my life im done with now. I have another journal and if you want the name ask for it. I was wrong about everything. My views were sick, twisted, and wrong. My thoughts have been nothing but retarded. My decisions have been made with the poorest thought proccesses a man could make. So yeah, this is the end.

Id say its been fun, but right now it isnt really.

benisadrunk @ 2004-11-07T01:45:00

2004-11-07T07:00:13Z

Tonight went pretty well. Went to shortys in baltimore with tory and joe. Had five or six new castles, played dozens of games of pool, and put my two cent in on every conversation. I wasnt so much my normal outgoing bar self. Something was haunting me in the back of my mind. I thought i would have it solved by the time i got home at 1:50. But maybe i just need to wait another day. Really i dont have many complaints today. I do wish that i had better communication skills at times. And i wish that i could read minds or telepathicly communicate with others. If i ever solve these two problems, watch out world because there will be no stopping me.

Sorry XIE that i couldnt hang out when you called. But i am honored that you wanted to hang out :p

Well, im fuckin beat, and a little drunk. So im gonna lay my head upon pillow and hope for dreams of gumdrops and..... i dunno? butterflies? Yeah, fuckin' butterflies it is.

Peace, Bitches

benisadrunk @ 2004-11-05T19:01:00

2004-11-06T00:02:03Z

"wasting a fart in the bathroom is like punching a baby without its mom in the room"

im brilliant.

that is all.

benisadrunk @ 2004-11-05T14:22:00

2004-11-05T19:25:16Z

Welp, today is the day. Ive reached the half point in my goal. Im down to 199, thats right mother fuckin 199! thats 35lbs down!

35 punds of fat are no longer on my ass!

Now 35 more to go and im at my goal!

You too can be as big of a success as me, fellow fatties! just stop eating, throw up alot, and develop all the eating disorders you can! no really jk. Get your fat ass up and go take a walk.

benisadrunk @ 2004-11-04T11:04:00

2004-11-04T16:05:08Z

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These ranks are sad, everyone but jon and silke need to feel shame, much shame

benisadrunk @ 2004-11-03T22:43:00

2004-11-04T03:49:27Z

So i havent done a public entry in a while.

FUCK YOU BUSH. And fuck the south. Your all idiots. Poor people are just too dumb to be allowed to have a say in matters like these. I believe we should annex the south.

But really, looks like im gonna pass all my classes, and thats easy with no social life anymore.

Nothing else to say really

Peace bitches

benisadrunk @ 2004-10-29T22:09:00

2004-10-30T02:07:30Z

Sigh. Confusing day. Mixed feelings abound. Why have i been sitting in my house all night? Its friday fucking night and im sitting here on LJ :( Thats all =\

benisadrunk @ 2004-10-29T14:06:00

2004-10-29T18:07:55Z

Just found some old pics on my other memory stick. Figured i would put them up as i couldnt help but laugh at all the memories.

benisadrunk @ 2004-10-28T14:40:00

2004-10-28T18:47:49Z

I guess ive basically disappeared as far as most people are concerned.
I only hang out with 4 or so people these days.
Havent gone out and partied in ages. Havent done anything crazy in longer than i can remember. Havent gotten pukey drunk in over a month. I guess this is the way a responsible adult should behave. Although i really hate to admit to being a responsible adult.

Blahg. Silke you cant leave for a whole week and leave me vulnerable to the real world. you have to come stay with me :(

I guess i dont have anything else to say.

Peace
Bitches

benisadrunk @ 2004-10-28T00:09:00

2004-10-28T04:15:14Z

Tonight was good. Damn near great.
Silke was hi-larious tonight. Christina wasnt so bad herself. I really did have a good time. It all started with silke and christina comming in my room and waking me up, yeah it was 7 at night, and yes i had been asleep for hours, so what? Straight to the booze store to cop the jamesons, vodka, guiness and the good ole castle. Stood around laughing and watching the lunar eclipse. Ill put the pictures of the eclipse up whenever i feel like bothering. Bagel bites and sour cream and onion chips with extra french onion dip for dinner, just because we roll like that. Spent all night laughing and sippin on beers. Everything really went well, but maybe a little more pity next time silke? just a little? hahahaha. Ok. So heres my new emo pic. and its fabulous.

benisadrunk @ 2004-10-25T19:53:00

2004-10-25T23:54:03Z

"Beside the singing mountain stream where the willow grew
Where silver leaf of maple sparkled in the morning dew
I braided twigs of willow made a string of buckeyed beans
But flesh and blood needs flesh and blood and you're the one I need
Flesh and blood needs flesh and blood and you're the one I need

I leaned against the bark of birch and I breathed the honey dew
I saw a northbound flock of geese against the sky of baby blue
Beside the lily pads I carved a whistle from the reef
Mother nature's quite a lady but you're the one I need
Flesh and blood needs flesh and blood and you're the one I need

A cardinal sang just for me and I thanked him for the song
Then the sun went slowly down to west and I had to move along
These were some of the things on which my mind and spirit feed
But flesh and blood needs flesh and blood and you're the one I need
Flesh and blood needs flesh and blood and you're the one I need

So when the day was ended I was still not satisfied
For I knew everything I touched would wither and would die
And love is all that will remain and grow from all these seeds
Mother nature's quite a lady but you're the one I need
Flesh and blood needs flesh and blood and you're the one I need"

benisadrunk @ 2004-10-25T11:01:00

2004-10-25T15:04:37Z

I guess i havent done a public entry in a while.
I woke up feelin pretty good today.
I stood up and my boxers fell off.
Ive officialy lost weight.
That means its time to go shopping i hope.
I cant remember the last time i had to buy size 36's =\
the next mile stone is 32, and then ill be done. Ill be where i want to be. Only 4 more inches to go.

benisadrunk @ 2004-10-21T23:26:00

2004-10-22T03:30:44Z

Well, today was pretty gay.
With the exception of hanging out with kerrie and jessie during there class breaks everything was shitty.
I havent eaten today and i dont really have any sense of hunger at all. Maybe if i smoke a bowl =\

Not as thrilled about being back in school as i could be, but the classes arent hard and i think ill do ok. Really arent alot of cool people to hang out with like last semester. Thats what really sucks about it i think. That and going to school from 11am to 10pm =\ And i dont think ill ever graduate as i know i cant pass an english or science class if my life depended on it. Maybe ill just drop out and go down to Costa Rica.

I dunno.

I dont feel like typing anymore so....

Peace
Bitches

A day that didnt suck

2004-10-20T03:46:09Z

Really, it didnt suck. I swear!
Woke up and paced around the house with my 7th day of cabin fever. Around three went out with christina and silke to go pull the ole text book scam, gotta love the first day of school. Ninety bucks later we head off to an extravagent lunch at Rocky Run, all the courses. Crab dip and burgers and burritos and deserts and coffees. I felt like a millionare. Followed by class while still mildy stoned. It was pretty good. LIke the proffesor, sit next to someone i get along with for labs, and he doesnt appear to be all that dumb. Maybe ill pass this time? Im sure i just gotta keep going this time. Stupid school being often and what not. Just gotta keep my motivation this time. Yeah. Thatll be easy =\ Wont find out how my other class is until thursday. Ha, ill be lab partners with sean martin =\

Even managed to get in a good hour of smokeing in at torys house after school. Its strange hanging out with tory and brian. Im used to hanging around people with brian being my oldest aquantence. With tory or joe around it really is like being a freshman all over again. And we never fail to spend 90 percent of our time sitting around talking about high school. Shit was great back then. Drugs were pot. Going to class didnt consist of more than showing up at the bus stop and sleeping for hours. Followed by a afternoon of smoking cigs and playing magic all while gloriously stoned off the worst schwag you could ever imagine.

Ah, waxing nostalgic.

Anyways. Heres a pic i took a few days ago that was bad ass. So here it is.

We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection's got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so

Peace
Bitches

I was dieing, not crazy

2004-10-18T23:58:00Z

5 days in University Of Maryland hospital. Infectious disease part, not crazy people part even thou i prolly quallify for both parts.

It was pneumonia. Brought on by whatever the hell virus from hell i had before that.

Shame on everyone for thinking i was in the nut hut.

Anyways im tired and I dont feel like typing.

People come by the house tomorrow before 6 cuz i gotta go to school =\

Peace
Bitches